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Rela Mati Demi Cinta

aku telah menulis tentang hal ini di dalam buku yang aku sedang baca beberapa minggu lepas.

'nothing can resist the human will that will stake even its existence on its stated purpose'
-Benjamin Disraeli

Awaken the Giant Within, page 36.

lets begin (mari mulakan):

'rela mati kerana cinta'....

is a statement of stupid dumbsh!t people who deserve to die for nothing.

whose love is it anyway, that he is ready to die for?
milik siapakah cinta itu, yang dia rela mati kerananya?

it is his love! his fuc%ing stupid love.
tentulah cinta miliknya sendiri. cinta yang bodoh itu.

and if he dies, what is the meaning of love?
dan andainya makhluk bangang tu mampus, apakah maknanya cinta?

and me? I'd rather die for the dreams of my friends, or the wishes of my parent.
or the stability of my country, if it is significant. Definitely not for love!
(at least they benefit something from my death)

lets think for a moment.
mari berfikir sebentar.

you love a girl. then you die for her (for some reason or circumstances-
you may already watched many on TV or read it in novel/comic etc).
OK, now you are dead. fuc%ing DEAD.
and she is alive, and greatly affected by your [holy] sacrifice.
she now realizes how much you loved her.
and she now loves you ever more.
she cannot let go the thoughts of you.
her fate is chained by your [dead] love.
now it is very hard for her to move on.

Now, you are Dead, and she is Fuc%ed up.

or, if she doesn't give a shit about your sacrifice, then there is nothing more to say.

so much for 'mati demi cinta'.
fuc%ing dumbazz

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*first page from my old 'memories' book*

1979 - Novel Sumpah Darah - Fragmen Novel
1980 - Novel Projek ARMS - Fragmen Novel
1981 - Karya Asli Raygour
1982 - Terjemahan Lagu...atau sepertinya
1983 - Karya Orang Lain yang Kugemari
1984 - Lagu Melayu atau Orang Malaysia atau Indon
1985 - Lagu Inggeris
1986 - Lagu Jepun dan Bahasa Lain
1987 - Bahan-bahan Novel, Mengarut, Coretan Rawak