Soil(?) - True Self

FTH : "True Self"
I have been searching youtube for For The Horde videos, and found a video with this song in it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yLT1OPa_pSY

"True Self"


Honor - Choices that you make, reflect of whom you truly are
Courage - Rise above the masses, live your life complete and strong
Compassion - Is the power that must be used for the good of all
Loyal - To the ones in my care, standing true for what the cause

My soul has been searching, longing for something
I see my true self and I have learned well

Honesty - There are no shades of grey, only truth as it can be
Sincere - Don't need to give my word, to speak of such, is the same thing
Courtesy - There's no need to prove strength, even respect your enemies
Values - This is the code I feel, emotions without words, can speak

My soul has been searching, longing for something
I see my true self and I have learned well
My true self

Insight, intelligence, integrity, the honor that is in my soul

James Blunt - You're Beautiful

"You're Beautiful"

My life is brilliant.

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Flying high, [ - video/radio edited version]
Fucking high, [ - CD version]
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

Liyana Jasmay - Aku Tak Percaya Cinta

Liyana Jasmay - Aku Tak Percaya Cinta:

Hey hey hey hey
Aku tak percaya cinta
Aku tak percaya cinta
Aku tak percaya C I N T A

Namaku tak perlu disebutkan
dari suara pasti kau kenalku
rupaku tak payah dibayangkan
memang kau tak rugi bertemuku

Ku selalu lihat dari jauh
kutahu kaupun rasa sesuatu
bila kau perlu diriku tiada
biar menjadi misteri hidupmu

Aku tak pernah fikirkan cinta
sekadar mengusik kamu
biarlah cinta yang datang padaku
aku tak percaya

Aku tahu kau ingin bercinta
janganlah cepat jatuh cinta
berkawan dahulu baru ceritanya sempurna

Hey hey hey hey

Memang benar kau jadi rebutan
ramai gadis yang terpikat denganmu
tapi aku beza dari semua
bukan aku menjual mahal

Kerana ku cukup semua
hanya tiada hmmm teman lelaki
sekadar sekadar cuci mata
melihat lelaki seperti kamu

Aku tak pernah fikirkan cinta
sekadar mengusik kamu
biarlah cinta yang datang padaku
aku tak percaya

Aku tahu kau ingin bercinta
janganlah cepat jatuh cinta
berkawan dahulu baru ceritanya sempurna

Hey hey hey hey
Aku tak percaya cinta
Aku tak percaya cinta
Aku tak percaya C I N T A

Baru semalam aku bermimpi bertemu kamu
Peliknya rasa lantas kutersedar
Aku tak percaya

Dido - Life For Rent

"Life For Rent"

I haven't ever really found a place that I call home
I never stick around quite long enough to make it
I apologize once again I'm not in love
But it's not as if I mind
that your heart ain't exactly breaking

It's just a thought, only a thought

But if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine

I've always thought
that I would love to live by the sea
To travel the world alone
and live more simply
I have no idea what's happened to that dream
Cos there's really nothing left here to stop me

It's just a thought, only a thought

But if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine

If my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine

While my heart is a shield and I won't let it down
While I am so afraid to fail so I won't even try
Well how can I say I'm alive

If my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine

If my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine
Cos nothing I have is truly mine
Cos nothing I have is truly mine
Cos nothing I have is truly mine

Amuk - Putra Bonda

Amuk - Putra Bonda

Kencana dengan kuda kencana
Berangkat aku akan berangkat
Laungan rindu dah lama mendayu
Mengajak aku pulang keasal

Bergegar bumi tanah warisan ibunda
Menanti budi tiba dengan cinta
Tahan diuji tubuhnya berlangir darah
Anak pertiwi kenal asal jadinya

Di sana asal aku disana
Sejarah itu kata sejarah
Bukan dedalu atau umang-umang
Serunya aku sahut serunya

Akar sejengkal biar segunung semaian
Dahun sehelai sedahan rimbunnya
Merendah diri bukanlah berjiwa hamba
Tegak berdiri bukanlah riak sebabnya

Dengar ibunda
Aku akan kembali
Taman kedamaian
Hanyalah di tanahmu

Ku masih berwajah dulu
Ku masih putra agungmu
Dengarlah
Bondaku...

Dengarlah ibunda
Aku akan kembali
Membangkitkan cinta
Kepadamu

Dido - Don't Believe In Love

I wanna go to bed with arms around me but wake up on my own
Pretend that I'm still sleeping 'til you go home
I can't look at you this morning, I should probably have a sign
That says leave right now or quicker, you've overstayed your time

If I don't believe in love nothin' will last for me
If I don't believe in love nothin' is safe for me
When I don't believe in love you're too close to me
That's why you have to leave

Maybe I slept peaceful on your shoulder, your arm warm around my side
But it's different now, it's morning and I can't face your smile
The second that I feel your safe hands reachin' out for mine
I slip away and out of sight, you've overstayed your time

If I don't believe in love nothin' is good for me
If I don't believe in love nothin' will last for me
If I don't believe in love nothin' is new for me
Nothing is wrong for me and nothin' is real for me

If I don't believe in love nothin' is good for me
If I don't believe in love nothin' will last for me
When I don't believe in love nothin' is new for me
Nothing is wrong for me and nothin' is real for me

If I don't believe in love why do you care for me?
When I don't believe in love nothin' is real for me
If I don't believe in love you're getting' too close to me
That's why you have to leave, that's why you have to leave

If I don't believe in love, if I don't believe in love
If I don't believe in love nothin' is left for me
If I don't believe in love you're too good for me

LotD : If You Still Believe

Vocals : Elsa Raven
Game : Legend of the Dragoon

I had a dream that I could fly
I can feel each moment as time goes by
We'd never be too far away,
You would always be here, I heard you say

I never thought
Thought that it would be our last goodbye
(our last goodbye.)
I still can dream
That one day love will fall out from the sky

Do you still remember all the time that has gone by?
(do you believe?)
Do you still believe that love can fall out from the sky?
If from where you're standing, you can see the sky above
I'll be waiting for you, if you still believe in love
(do you still believe?)

Find a way to bring back yesterday
Find a way to love
I hope we stay
When tomorrow becomes today
Love will find a way

I'll be waiting for you, in my heart you are the one
If I cannot find you, I will look up to the sun
(do you believe, do you believe?)
If from where you're standing, you can see the sky above
I'll be waiting for you, if you still believe in love

Do you believe?
Do you believe?

Do you still remember all the time that has gone by?
Do you still believe that love can fall out from the sky?
If from where you're standing, you can see the sky above
(do you believe?)
I'll be waiting for you, if you still believe in love

Do you believe?

You Can Eat an Elephant!

You can eat an elephant.

Oh,yes you can it's true.

They may be huge but not to worry,

they aren't too big for you.



"Just how can I eat such a thing

that's so immense in size?"

"Just look at it in pieces

and make them all bite size."



You see to look from head to tail

can be a daunting task.

Many would just give up now

and let the elephant pass.



Look at it as if you can

eat it piece by piece,

It may take you a while,

but your goal you will reach.



So, next time you have a task

that is difficult to do,

Remember, you can eat an elephant

so take a piece and chew!

Spider - Bila Nak Saksi

Spider - Bila Nak Saksi Lirik :-
Wajah mu kerap ku mimpi
Wajah mu sering ku puja
Buatku terasa sepi
Kala ku bukakan mata


Kau masih belum pun ku punya
Rinduku masih kau tak peka

Cintamu kerap ku mimpi
Cintamu sering ku damba
Buatku terasa sedih
kala ku bukakan mata

Kau masih belum pun ku dakap
Rinduku masih kau tak singkap

Bila nak saksi
Kau datang terkulai
Bila nak saksi
Kau datang membelai
Bila nak saksi
Cintaku sampai

Dirimu kerap ku mimpi
Dirimu sering ku khayal
Aku angan-angankan
Kau dapat bersama

Nyatakan cinta yang terpendam
Membina istana tersergam

Bila nak saksi
Kau datang terkulai
Bila nak saksi
Kau datang membelai
Bila nak saksi
Cintaku sampai
Bila nak saksi
Cintamu kugapai

Rela Mati Demi Cinta

aku telah menulis tentang hal ini di dalam buku yang aku sedang baca beberapa minggu lepas.

'nothing can resist the human will that will stake even its existence on its stated purpose'
-Benjamin Disraeli

Awaken the Giant Within, page 36.

lets begin (mari mulakan):

'rela mati kerana cinta'....

is a statement of stupid dumbsh!t people who deserve to die for nothing.

whose love is it anyway, that he is ready to die for?
milik siapakah cinta itu, yang dia rela mati kerananya?

it is his love! his fuc%ing stupid love.
tentulah cinta miliknya sendiri. cinta yang bodoh itu.

and if he dies, what is the meaning of love?
dan andainya makhluk bangang tu mampus, apakah maknanya cinta?

and me? I'd rather die for the dreams of my friends, or the wishes of my parent.
or the stability of my country, if it is significant. Definitely not for love!
(at least they benefit something from my death)

lets think for a moment.
mari berfikir sebentar.

you love a girl. then you die for her (for some reason or circumstances-
you may already watched many on TV or read it in novel/comic etc).
OK, now you are dead. fuc%ing DEAD.
and she is alive, and greatly affected by your [holy] sacrifice.
she now realizes how much you loved her.
and she now loves you ever more.
she cannot let go the thoughts of you.
her fate is chained by your [dead] love.
now it is very hard for her to move on.

Now, you are Dead, and she is Fuc%ed up.

or, if she doesn't give a shit about your sacrifice, then there is nothing more to say.

so much for 'mati demi cinta'.
fuc%ing dumbazz

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Spider - Mungkinkah Terjadi

Mungkinkah Terjadi
Artist: Spider

Seringkali hati bertanya
Tiap saat kita bersama
Sampai bilaku harus memendam rasa

Tak pernah aku merasai
Bibir terkunci
Jiwa bergelora rasa tak percaya
Adakah ku bermimpi
Mimpi di siang hari

Dirimu... telah lama ku nantikan
Wajah yang bermain
Di mimpi-mimpiku
Hidupku.. kini bagaikan penjara
Tanpamu di sisi tak bermakna oh..oh..

Mungkinkah akan terjadi
Dirimu aku miliki
Berilah tanda kepastianmu
Namun jika tak tercapai
Harapanku
Selama hayat dirimu tetapku sanjungi

Muse - Starlight

MUSE - Starlight

Far away
This ship has taken me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die

THE Starlight
I will be chasing a starlight
Until the end of my life
I don't know if it's worth it anymore

Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold you in my arms

My life
You electrify my life
Let's conspire to ignite
All the souls that would die just to feel alive

I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away
Never fade away

Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations

Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold you in my arms

Far away
This ship has taken me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die

I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away
Never fade away

Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations

Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold

Air Mata [ Bekas Jepun ]

Air Mata [ Bekas Jepun ]
( Tears - X-Japan )

Ke mana…harus kupergi
Tanpamu?
Malam ini rasanya terlalu panjang
Ku bermimpi dalam perjalanan
Langit tak lagi memandu arahku
Tertinggal dalam derita kegelapan

Semangat Abadi

Semangat Abadi
( Forever Love – X-Japan )

Tak mampu lagi
Berjalan seorang diri
Di malam sunyi begini
Hanya stereo yang masih berbunyi

Kehampaan, kekecewaan
Seakan terlalu kuat menghantui
Ah, adakah ini kekalahan?
Telah biasa kini, sepatutnya

Sering kali memujuk hati
Yang sering berubah, waktu ini
Apakah masih ada –
Semangat juang yang tak pernah patah?

Genggam erat semangatku
Hentikan kekecewaan
Seakan-akan pecah berderai
Hatiku ini

Semangat abadi?
Impian sejati?
Hanyalah kehampaan mengisi hidupku
Kini…

Dengan keperitan
Dengan seribu kekurangan
Kulangkahkan jua kakiku
Mengapa kali ini aku ragu-ragu?

Yang kurasa hanyalah kehampaan
Bersarang dihatiku

Semangat abadi
Impian sejati
Tidak selamanya di sisi
Ke mana pergi?

Memujuk hati
Yang tak keruan, waktu ini
Aku ingin terus berdiri di sini
Sehingga masanya untukku pergi

Bilakah akan berakhir
Keresahan yang tak kehabisan ini?
Ah, apakah itu kehilangan?
Tiada apa – Cuma semangat juang

Semangat abadi
Impian abadi
Selamanyalah di sini
Menemani hati

Teruskan bersamaku
Sehingga kecewa itu berlalu
Aku tak mampu melangkah lagi
Hingga kutahu kenapa

Kenapa? Kenapa? Kenapa?

Aku perlu tahu kenapa
Untuk siapa
Kerana aku perlu merangka
Bila dan bagaimana…

Mungkin…tak perlu kutahu
Kerana aku hanya tetamu di sini
Sehingga waktunya untuk aku pergi

Aku Yang Terbaik Belum Tiba

Aku Yang Terbaik Belum Tiba
( The Best Is Yet To Come – Metal Gear OST )

Katakan padaku
Aku tidak bersendirian

Katakan padaku
Aku tidak bersendirian
Dalam dunia ini
Berjuang melawan kemustahilan

Masih aku ingat
Sesuatu yang sedikit
Membuat aku cukup

Masih aku ingat
Sesuatu yang sukar
Membuat aku berusaha

Tahukah kau…
Hidup ini sangat susah
Kerana…
Yang terbaik dalam hidupku belum tiba

Tahukah kau…
Hidup ini boleh menjadi mudah
Kerana…
Aku yang terbaik akan tiba!

Kutinggalkan Semalam

Kutinggalkan Semalam
( Can’t say Goodbye to Yesterday - Metal Gear OST )

Aku memandang ke bintang-bintang
Ke langit panjang
Dan memikirkan…
‘Apakah maknanya hidupku di dunia ini?’

Adakah hidupku penuh kesedihan?
Penuh penyesalan?
Adakah aku terluka, menahan kesakitan?
Menahan penderitaan?

Atau…
Adakah aku dipenuhi cinta?

Ku berjalan seorang diri
Menyusuri Hiroji-dori
Bertanya pada malam yang kelam
‘Adakah esok membawa sinar atau hujan?’
‘Yang mana satukah akan muncul?’

Aku akan meninggalkan semalam, kawanku
Takkan berpaling lagi
Aku akan mencari dahan yang kukuh
Takkan bergantung di ranting yang rapuh

Kerana dalam kegelapan ini tiada jalan lagi
Selain cahaya menyinari….
Masa depanku.

Kerana telah aku temui
‘Kesedihan Tak Bisa Dikata’
‘Membunuh Keadilan Dan Percintaan’
‘Mencapai Kejayaan Berulang-ulang’
‘Mayat-mayat Bergelimpangan Sepadang’

Dan mimpi-mimpi yang berguguran

Semalam, itulah semalam
Hari ini…
Aku hidup dalam dunia yang aman

Masih belum mereka memahami
Yang terbaik dalam hidup ini
Semuanya percuma
Derai tawa atau satu senyuman
Dakapan erat atau satu salam
Aku jatuh melutut
Menangis dan menangis dalam sepi
Tuhan, jangan biarkan diriku
Cinta, hadirlah dalam hidupku

Aku akan meninggalkan semalam, kawanku
Kerana aku tahu untuk bangun
Mencabar masa hadapan
Di sini aku berdiri

Datanglah apa sahaja
Kerana aku,
Maharaja Naga Waja Timur Angkasa
Takkan gentar menghadapinya!

Selangkah Makin Hampir

Selangkah Makin Hampir
( One Step Closer – Linkin Park )

Aku tak mampu lagi ( menanggung semua ini )
Mengucapkannya beratus ribu kali
Semua tidak membawa erti

Mencari bahagia dalam keterasingan
Sebanyak mana pun kudengar
Sedikit mana pun kuucap
Aku seperti itu juga

Sama seperti dahulu

Setiap kata dan aksi
Membawaku selangkah ke hujungnya
Aku semakin hancur
Tiada ruang untuk bernafas
Kerana aku semakin luntur
Semakin rebah…

Jawapannya begitu kabur
Kuharapkan dapat lari
Dari semua ini
Semuanya tidak membawa erti

Bahagiakah aku seorang diri?
Namun tiada kekuatan untukku
Lari dari fantasi

Diam bila aku bercakap!!

Merangkak

Merangkak
( Crawling - Linkin Park )

Menjalar di dalam kulit ku
Menelan semua perasaan
Ketakutan – punca kejatuhan
Terkeliru dengan kenyataan

Sesuatu di dalam diriku
Menghalangku ke permukaan
Tenggelam / aku kekeliruan
Tak mampu mengawal diriku
Ketakutan tidak pernah berakhir
Terbelenggu / kehilangan arah

Kembali mencari diriku
Namun masa semakin menghimpit
( tanpa keyakinan aku dimomokkan
yang di sini terlalu banyak tekanan )
Aku telah merasakan semua ini
( sangat tidak menyenangkan )

kebosanan, tak henti-henti mencari diriku
mengganggu / membunuh
tanpa kemahuan aku berdiri di sebelah arca diri
ia menghantuiku, tak mampu kulihat

Jibunde ( Dengan Diriku )

Jibunde ( Dengan Diriku )
( By Myself - Linkin Park )

Soalan :
Apa yang harus aku lakukan
Untuk tidak mempedulikan semua ini?

Apakah
-aku mengikut naluriku membuta uli?
Apakah
-aku terlalu merendah diri?
-bersembunyi dari kengerian ini?
Dan
-memberi ruang pada kesedihan
/yang menggila dalam fikiran?
Apakah
-aku harus duduk di sini
/cuba menghadapinya?
Atau
-lari dari sini
/seperti dia?
Apakah
-aku harus bergantung pada seseorang
/dan dibodohkan oleh keadaan?
Atau
-melaluinya seorang diri
/dan hidup dalam kesunyian?

Kerana aku tak mampu bertahan lagi
Kerana semangatku sudah beransur mati

Aku usahakan semampuku
Namun perjuangan ini tewas juga

Aku merancang strategi sempurna
Namun hanya berakhir dengan kecewa

Jibunde ( dengan diriku )
Aku bertanya kenapa
Namun di dalam jiwaku kutahu
Aku tak mampu bersendiri lagi

Kerana aku tak mampu bertahan lagi
Pabila kekuatanku tidak bersisa lagi

Kerana terlalu banyak perlu kupikul
Pabila tenggelam dalam kecewa kekalahan

Kerana aku tak mampu bertahan lagi

Andai aku berpaling
-aku pasti telah tewas
Andai aku teruskan begini
-nampaknya kurang waras

Andai aku turunkan kemegahanku
Dan membiarkan semua berlalu
Dan memulakan cerita baru
Mereka akan mengambil semua dariku

Andai aku bawa semuanya
-aku akan dilanyak
Namun untuk lepaskannya
-aku akan digelak
Andai aku dibunuh
(oleh persoalan bagaikan barah)
Aku akan dikuburkan
(dalam kesunyian sebuah jawapan)

Oleh diriku sendiri

Bagaimana boleh begini
Aku tewas berkali-kali
(aku bimbang kehilangan sentuhan)

Bagaimana akan kutahu
Apa yang perlu kulaku
(aku bimbang kehilangan mimpi)

Jibunde
Aku akan terus melangkah
Mengutip serpihan mimpi-mimpi
Menjadi naga sejati